flashes of thoughts

2011

2012-01-02T22:43:00.003+08:00

Highlights of 2011

- New Year with my lovelies
- Quit CoreVentus
- Got myself a temporary job at TeamBuilders International
- A trip to Tioman again with my Cyber family
- US trip with my parents
- Jobless for 2 months and suffered a major depression
- Alhamdulillah. Got myself a proper job as a Media Planner in an advertising agency in which it is a career I have been wanting to pursue
-angau after so long
- A company trip to Japan
-hilang angau AGAIN
- A perfect getaway with my besties to Singapore

There were ups and downs in 2011, but definitely it ended well, alhamdulillah :)

hiks

2011-11-28T17:30:00.003+08:00

I tend not to talk the right things when I'm nervous. So yes I am nervous every time. Hence, the weird conversation. -___-''

Fluctuating

2011-11-25T00:25:00.002+08:00

I'm in trouble. It's here. After so long, it's back.

I don't want to be heard. But I want to express it somehow.

Pfffft.

I hate of not knowing what's going on.

Pretty messed up right now.

suka

2011-10-18T21:15:00.001+08:00

Saya nak suka, tapi saya takut. Jadi akhirnya saya tak jadi suka dan masih begini

Sunshine after storm

2011-09-16T19:16:00.005+08:00

I haven't really had the mood to write. But at this point of day I'm writing this, it feels good. It's been a hell lot of roller coaster this year. I quit my first job, find myself a new one just to quit again. Went US and came back without any job security. I was jobless for almost 3 months. Did nothing for 2 months but just feeling scared of not having anything to grasp on at that moment. Oh I remember that period was really the lowest of my life. I felt rejected, worthless and so low. Hated the feeling of being judged. Hated it when people doubting my decisions and later affected my mindset of chasing what I wanted. Felt angry. Felt insecure.

But..

Alhamdulillah, with all His blessings and my parent's blessings and support, here I am. Super happy with my current job. Turns out it's the job that I've been picturing myself doing for a living. It was worth the risk, the sacrifice. Luckily I have a set of loved ones to back me up and support me when I was down. Thank You Allah!

finding comfort in that trustworthy

2011-07-04T01:01:00.004+08:00

We are 2, 3, 4Malaysia, definitely not 1Malaysia

2011-04-26T09:36:00.007+08:00

Situation 1:

Amoi wanted to ask for quotation from Minah. Amoi started speaking English but Minah is not fluent in speaking English. Amoi can't speak Malay any fluent either.

Siuation 2:

Minah: Siti Hasmah is such a great lady..

Apek: Who is Siti Hasmah?

Minah: -___-'

No wonder we are facing racial issue. They don't bother to get to know Malaysia. They refuse to understand the being of Malaysia. While we are busy fighting against each other, finding each others mistakes and dramas.

Oh and I, myself is using WE and THEY in this post instead of just WE or US.. Hmmm

No wonder it is really difficult to be ONE.

heart and brain

2011-04-19T10:51:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, if I feel like writing my thoughts, I don't really write my thoughts right. Sometimes, I feel my heart wants to write something, but when it reaches my mind, my fingers would type/write differently.

My heart and brain don't coordinate well sometimes, I guess.

Jendela 2010 ditutup

2011-01-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

Recap of 2010 would be,

1. Bandung Trip
2. last chance to appreciate being a student of MMU
3. FINAL exam
4. UK and Spain trip
5. World Cup
6. Convocation
7. 1st job/pay cheque
8. Putri Najaa Azalea (niece) was born
9. Malaysia won against Indonesia by 4-2 of aggregate

Terbuku

2011-01-06T21:16:00.002+08:00

Banyak benda nak cerita, but it seems that semua benda dah terbuku dalam hati and tak boleh dilepaskan. Macam mana ni?

2011

2011-01-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

2011 will bring me somewhere. I promise

my sister is a genius

2010-12-10T23:21:00.013+08:00

My eldest sister,Kak Kina is actually a Rubella victim. Rubella is actually a contagious viral disease which occurs most often in children. In my mom's case she got infected by the rubella syndrome when she was carrying kak kina in which the syndrome is characterized by multiple defects, particularly to the brain, heart, eyes and ears. Enough with the technical terms. But yeah basically that is what Rubella is. Remember masa form 3, the girls had to take immunization injection? Ha that was to immunize Rubella lar..

Kak Kina has poor vision and hearing but she has a very productive brain. Seriously. More productive than mine. She's very neat. She does her bed herself and yes she does it WAY better than I do and her room is sooooo well organized compared to mine. hehe.

What's with my title?

Well, as I bought my Iphone I gave her my old phone as she likes to take pictures and collect contact numbers and pretend to listen to the music (as she can't really hear to the songs actually) and oh yes she knows how to operate the phone really well. She's an expert. She was so excited to have my phone as her new entertainment. She plays with it day and night till this one day the battery was low and the phone was automatically switched off. Then after charging the phone, she tried to switch it on and unfortunately the sim was locked, hence tak boleh la guna the phone tu. Cos in order to switch on the phone kena ada simcard and the simcard pulak was deactivated. And so as she was so used to play with the phone day and night, she then cried day and night pulak after the phone was not usable. We didnt want to buy new simcard cos we're afraid she'll call and text other ppl randomly. Tak sampai hati tgk dia sedih, and so we went to digimall. We asked the guy whether is it possible to just use the phone without the simcard. And the guy said it's not possible. So we gave up. But Kak Kina never gave up. She was really persistent to fix the phone. She tried to wash the phone cos she thought that might be the way to fix it(guna sabun ok). Tapi tak berhasil. Dia try tekan macam2 dgn harapan boleh bukak. But still tak boleh. She tried and tried and today when I go back home from work. I saw her BIG smile again. Why? cos TADA! THE PHONE CAN BE USED AGAIN! Maka, ternganga lah saya. I don't even know how she did it. It was a mystery. Seriously, I've tried so many ways to use the phone. But tak berjaya. Damn, I was amazed with what Kak Kina can do. That shows, how hard work and great mind can contribute to result. She didn't just whine, she worked hard to get what she wants.

So yeah, bottom line is even though Kak Kina is handy-capable, she is actually a genius in her own way. This event has made me realized to work hard and 'guna otak' to the max to achieve something and to appreciate with what Allah has granted me. Kak Kina's incapability is nothing compared to her talents. Why do I need 'Chicken Soup For the Soul' books while I already have Kak Kina to teach me the life values.

She might not be as normal as we are, but she's SUPER amazing and special just the way she is.

I love you Kak Kina. You're my idol :)

slight

2010-12-03T18:08:00.004+08:00

today is always the time of every yr that i'll feel slightly sad. why? it's a secret i'll never tell :P

comel sangat

2010-11-30T23:27:00.002+08:00

comel sangat budak ni... geghammm nak geget..

friends = how i met your mother

2010-11-23T19:41:00.004+08:00

oh i love both of the series..

i grew up with friends.

and i also grew up with how i met your mother.

and another thing, i miss watching 'em with my housemates.

as i was watching friends last night. it got me thinking about the similarities that friends and himym have.

both are :

- in new york

- about friendship

- damn hilarious,

and most importantly the similarities of characters in both series.

1. Ross = ted
2.joey = barney
3. chandler = marshall
4. rachel = robin
5. monica = lily

oh and phoebe is just phoebe :p

:)

Putri Najaa Azalea

2010-10-30T15:55:00.003+08:00

i miss my baby niece already.. can't wait to see her... :(

saturday morning thoughts

2010-10-30T07:16:00.008+08:00

it's 7.16 am on Saturday and i'm wide awake. why? cos i'm already machined of getting up early. can't believe this day would come. the day where i get up early and worry about a lot of things. clearly i was irresponsible back then. i used to wake up late and just wake up late without having a real things in mind to think about. haha.

there are two main what IFs running thru my mind right now.

what if i can't find a job where i can earn money and enjoy my life at the same time?

what if i don't get married?

what do i do if both of the what ifs really happen?

ok i think too much as per what ad always say. yes, perhaps i am. but rather than not thinking about it at all, i'll be just where i am right now forever and ever kan..

but but seriously lately. i feel like if i put my mind to something i really can make things happen. i'm actually a magician :P . haha. all i need to do is to stay focus and taraaa without me realizing it, i'm capable of doing anything. (kata-kata ini adalah kerana saya mendapat banyak deals secara tiba2. alhamdulillah)

butterflies

2010-10-26T23:34:00.001+08:00

where did the butterflies go? bring them back in my tummy. it has been awhile..

stick it note

2010-10-24T00:56:00.003+08:00

"Don't leave because you're sick of the job, leave because you've achieved something"

Okay. I'll keep that in mind..

waiting

2010-10-10T08:47:00.001+08:00

could today be the day???? 10/10/10? can't wait to meet my baby niece!!! *grins

The 25 Principles on "how to get from where you are to where you want to be" - Principle number 1

2010-10-03T16:49:00.006+08:00

I am usually the type who forget things easily. I'd usually read something and forget the next minute. As I am reading the book as per mentioned above, it occurred to me on how to make my read effective. Of course, the answer is by quoting the principles on my blog as I'll read it occasionally for my own reference.

Okay the first principle on how to get from where you are to where you want to be is..

Take 100% Responsibility for your life.

I'd like to quote the phrase that catches my attention,

"you thought the thoughts, you created the feelings, you made the choice, you said the words, and that's why you are where you are now"

INDEED.

WHY?

because of this formula:-

E + R = O

E - Event
R - Responses
O - Outcome

what's the explanation of it? well senang je. when event datang, we create our response hence it will show on the outcome. AGAIN, it's us who should take the responsibility of our lives.

Giving excuses is another proof that you don't take 100% responsibility of your life. Therefore Putri Sara Elisya, AVOID giving excuses, and grow up!

:)

p/s: if rajin, ill update more on the principles

anxiety

2010-09-26T23:00:00.002+08:00

which one comes first, love or job?

this year's syawal is different.

2010-09-12T20:05:00.007+08:00

syawal this yr is different. sedih.

1st day of syawal. we received the news that my cousin who was hospitalized and unconscious for a about 2 weeks, will not be medicated and was waiting for his time to come. and so yesterday, 2nd syawal he passed away. the 1st 2 weeks of ramadhan, he went to the mosque to perform tarawikh healthily. who would've thought he won't be celebrating syawal anymore. it's scary to think how sudden our life could end and how sudden we could lost the people we love. i can't cope just by thinking and to put myself in his children shoes of losing their father. it's just too scary.

the image of him laughing with us on every family gatherings, and the image of him warmly welcomed us to his home last year on the 2nd day of syawal is still fresh on my mind. how ironic, who would've thought, last year we went to his house on the 2nd day of raya to visit, to ziarah and we laughed a lot. but this year, we went to his house just to bid farewell to him. well, Allah lebih sayangkan dia. meninggal pun di bulan mulia. collapsed pun atas sejadah. moga roh Abg Khair dicucuri rahmat. Al-Fatihah. we're gonna miss u :(

them

2010-09-05T01:19:00.005+08:00

i'm greedy if i say my life is not complete.

because:

1.) i have a great loving family

2.) i have a decade or more of friendship with my dearest friends since school

3.) and half a decade of friendship with my MMU fellas

yes, i'm happy and glad to have them in my life

new ipod touch

2010-09-02T20:31:00.001+08:00

Omagah.. new ipod touch ada camera.. i wantttttttttttttttt

The things I say

2010-08-31T20:19:00.005+08:00

1. When people ask me, what time it is i'd answer "patploh". Yes, people do get annoyed with that answer.

2. When something accidentally falls down or i accidentally stumble, i'd say "oooo mak kau berjambul!"

3. When i feel bored i'll mumble "acacacapan" to myself or at the same time i do it just to annoy people around me.

4. Once upon a time, i used to say "hidup ini penuh dengan pancaroba" ramdomly, like A LOT.

5. i invented the word "koche" out of boredom. (i'm not even sure that is even a word in the 1st place)

so yes, basically i crap a lot!

big laugh with my cyber family

2010-08-31T02:23:00.002+08:00

had fun hanging out with my cyber family :) laughed our ass off like mad cow. i wish we can still hang like this in the future even if we're married and have kids of our own.

big schmile :)

lesson

2010-08-29T23:56:00.010+08:00

it's been more than 5 years since it ended. i know it was just a high school sweetheart to most people. but to me it wasn't just that. it was my life lesson not to make the same mistakes all over again. don't get me wrong, i've moved on. totally moved on. but the scar keeps haunting me. what happened between us was definitely a blessing in disguise. he's happy than ever. i'm totally happy for him. :)

well, if i didn't end it in the 1st place, it would have ended a bit later anyways. at least i knew how it felt like to be heart broken, hoping that i wouldn't feel the same in the future. at least i know now how to value my future relationship and at least i know that i'm lovable. i thank him for that.

despite everything that has happened in the past, i'm soooooooo happy and glad to know that he is gonna end up with the perfect right person. :)

and also..

i wish i'll be just as happy in the future.. :)

ameen

btw found this on someone's note on fb. just wanna share. enjoy..

Memang sakit bila cinta yg kita dambakan selama ini tak dihargai oleh insan yg bernama kekasih,apatah lagi kita dibuang begitu saja... tapi,itulah juga petanda terbaik untuk diri dan kehidupan kita pada masa akan datang.

1. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya apabila kita bertemu jodoh yg sebenar,masih ada rasa syukur kita pada ketentuanNYA.

2. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.

3. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa kita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.

4. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIH SAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.

5. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH & PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan...

6. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutip pengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.

7. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YG HEBAT JIWANYA.

8. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih faham bahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.

9. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALI KEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL.

Wahai sahabat yg kecewa,menderita dan sengsara kerana cinta, fahamilah bahawa kehidupan kita makin sampai ke penghujungnya.

Hari esok pun kita sendiri tak pasti samada menjadi milik kita. Gapailah keredhaan ALLAH dengan melaksanakan suruhanNYA, dan meninggalkan laranganNYA..

boring sunday

2010-08-29T13:33:00.003+08:00

today is sunday and i'm still like this, waiting to recover and i can't do anything. borrrrinnnnngg... i sound miserable. or maybe cos i am miserable. aaaagh...

A Tale of Mari and 3 puppies

2010-08-27T14:07:00.002+08:00

I cried watching this video just like when i watched marley and me .. ;~(

fate or test?

2010-08-22T17:24:00.005+08:00

sometimes i wonder.

when a couple seems to be so perfect, that everyone thought that they'd end up together...

suddenly, that perfectly seeming couple seems to be vague when another better person comes into the picture.

is that just a test of the perfect relationship? or a test of true love?

or simply because they are not meant to be together, and they have to break up and fate is finally knocking on the door to warn them?

what a waste, don't ya think?

i'm in love with maru .....

2010-08-22T13:28:00.001+08:00

gerammmmmmmm... i want oneeeeeeee

sekolah

2010-08-20T20:15:00.005+08:00

tiba2 teringat zaman sekolah

teringat pasal 3gm,

teringat pasal lepak padang chua after school

and then nyanyi lagu saiyuki "open up your mind" ramai2

me and my friends jalan kaki basically everywhere after sekolah..

tuition sessions dkt student's studio, cikgu chin and rumah segha w cikgu ramesh.

krs camping trips

pertandingang kawad in penang

of cos tak ketinggalan high school crush and sweetheart

...

byk ni nak list down..

so basically saya teringat..

lalalala

thought without the s

2010-08-19T20:43:00.001+08:00

the person who can only see the best in me is yet to be found... jeng jeng jeng..

persoalannya, siapa ya?

it's the climb

2010-08-19T19:50:00.006+08:00

it has only been 3 weeks of work and i've already burst into tears because of work.

it's because, i hate rejections and i have to face rejections every single day. i felt like giving up. but luckily my brother was home today. he told me that failure is always the path of success. there's no highway of success. we need to climb one at a time.

i have to bear in mind, in life nothing comes easy. we have to fall down sometimes to climb up higher. it's just a phase. this phase will teach me on how to climb higher. i have to learn how to deal with the frustration and keep improving. isk isk putri, baru 3 minggu da...

p/s: this is me memujuk diri.. lalala

tapi

2010-08-17T20:15:00.003+08:00

saya suka makan

tapi perut makin naik

saya nak jogging

tapi malas

saya suka arsenal

tapi arsenal suka mengecewakan saya

saya bosan

when the rain bows :P

2010-08-10T21:00:00.003+08:00

colour my life like the rainbow colours the sky :)

ramadhan 2010

2010-08-10T20:14:00.003+08:00

welcoming ramadhan with Alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah, my family and i are still here ushering Ramadhan and Syawal together. :)

Selamat berpuasa dan beribadat everyone!

the truth

2010-08-03T21:10:00.006+08:00

why convocation matters like BIG time for me?

when i first came to mmu, i didn't even know that i could survive, that i could even graduate someday apatah lagi to graduate on time. yes, believe me, i had that thought.

i was not a bright student. i hate studying. i hate books. i hate the idea of studying. i'm a slow learner.

my mama told me recently that she herself didn't expect me to graduate when i was in high school. yup, indeed she had that thought too. that's how bad i was during school days.

even my close friends didn't trust me in doing accounting when i decided to choose accounting as my major. i guess they're worried i could not cope the course. even i doubted myself too.

however, everything has changed when i started my uni life in mmu. at that time, i started to learn how to study. yes, i didn't even know HOW to study. i was clueless then. my friends had helped me to reach where i am a lot. they've supported me and had faith in me along the journey. thank you :)

i was driven to make it to the finish line. i was driven to do something about my life. to make my mama and papa proud. though my grades are not that great. i am still proud that i managed to finish it.

i am yet to be SOMEONE. but i know i will someday.

..insyaAllah

:)

...
today is my second day of my 1st job.
i'm motivated to reach RM60k of sales by october.

I've graduated :)

2010-08-02T20:59:00.004+08:00

31st July 2010, I've graduated..

BRAVO! We made it! Congrats my friends :)

My besties came! Love you girls! :)

My family is my inspiration ;)

And my parents are the reason ..
WEeeeeeee

farewell MMU

2010-07-30T22:16:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow, i'll be getting my scroll!! Fuhhhhh... FINALLY! :) Farewell MMU! I will cherish all the memories I had in MMU. Am gonna miss the life there. :(

Bye bye

Ke hadapan Doratul Naasihin!

2010-07-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

MY GOOD FRIEND IS GOING TO HAVE A BABY! CONGRATS EIN!!!!! AM SO HAPPY FOR U!!!! :)IT'S A BIG NEWS INDEED :D

PLS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF :)

*caps lock kerana terlalu excited

-___-'

2010-07-28T18:33:00.003+08:00

dear life

2010-07-28T02:47:00.002+08:00

Dear life,

Please surprise me with your wonderful uncertainties. I would appreciate that very much.

Love,

Putri

good vs bad

2010-07-27T02:47:00.004+08:00

A friend shared this with me and so I thought of sharing this with you.. :)

I think almost every girl will go through the bad boy vs good boy phase. Its not a bad thing, its just something we all have to go through. I dont know/remember if I've gone through it, where I had to make a decision, to go for the safe one or risk having my heart broken.

When I meet really nice guy, I cant help but say; "This is the kind of guy I should bring home to meet the parents". He has a degree or Masters, he's working, smart, funny, meticulous, nice, kind, always on time, thoughful, has his typical daily routine, sleeps early, wears his heart on his sleeves. Its the kind of guy I should settle for. The kind of guy everyone wants me to go for.

Then there's a the bad one. Who doesnt have a degree or Masters, but is smart enough to make it on his own. He's funny, not in the 'knock knock joke' way but in naughty way that makes you giggle like a school girl and blush furiously. He's naughty but still nice and kind because behind all that messy hairdo, there's a heart of gold special for you. He's not always on time and that makes you fight, but then he finds a way to make you smile. He's the guy I shouldn't even waste a minute with. The kind of guy everyone wants me to stay far away from.

So what is it?

The good choice or the risk?
A happy ending or uncertainty?

-As for me I think a good choice is still important, but to know whether the person is a good choice I'll still have to take the risk to get to know the person.

-It depends on how we define our own happy ending but life is full of uncertainties and surprises. I'd wanna figure out the uncertainties with the right person and that would be my happy ending :)

menganggur

2010-07-24T01:01:00.002+08:00

pecah kepala duduk rumah.. tak larattttt.. been flooding the fb status updates. hahaha.. now im gonna haf to use another medium to express myself. i dont usually tweet and i used to hate the idea of tweeting.. now..... i have to tweet.. i need to tweet.. that's how bad my boredom is.. haha ..yes saya bosan sgt and tak sabar nak kerja... huwah..

2010-07-23T00:51:00.000+08:00

douches.. stay away from them..

NAK!

2010-07-22T09:51:00.000+08:00

nak nak! aku nakkan itu!

beautiful betty

2010-07-21T09:47:00.002+08:00

how do you define beautiful?

a positive attitude is beautiful
a fine inner soul is definitely beautiful
a pretty face is also beautiful

.. the question is which one would last for eternity?

We don't just need cosmetics and make ups to be beautiful, it takes a lot more ..

:)

oh don't forget to smile to be beautiful

perfect

2010-07-20T22:59:00.001+08:00

just when i thought things are perfect, things wud get rough. where's the charm? i've lost it i guess.

Visualization

2010-07-20T09:48:00.004+08:00

Visualizing something good to happen in a positive way really is a one way of achieving something. But it can be dangerous when one put a really high expectations on getting it but ended up losing it. Hence, visualize moderately without expectations. InsyaAllah you'll get it and you'll smile and grin about it.

from peter and jane to ugly mmu shirt

2010-07-01T00:46:00.003+08:00

as i was clearing/cleaning my house, i found some of my ancient stuffs. as i went thru the ancients, flashes of memories came thru my mind.

I remember..
1. the days where i started reading peter and jane
2.the days where i watched my fav fairytale cartoons, cinderella and little mermaid on vhs
3. the days where i played barbie dolls with my cousins every school holidays
4. the days in primary school where i worked hard to make some origamis just to go to the japanese school trip and one of the jap students gave me a notebook as a souvenir
5.the days where i put a lot of effort to finish up my school folio
6.the days where i put on my KRS full uniform to perform on the national marching competition in penang
7. the days where i wrote most of the ups and downs of my school and love life in a fancy scrap book
8. the days where i had to wear an ugly official mmu shirt for orientation

*those in bold are the stuffs i found

rindu rindu.. saya dah besar rupanya.. sigh.. those were the days..

ok now.. cpt2 la org call for interview.. i'm motivated to move fwd ni...

wrong on both two different angles?

2010-06-28T23:10:00.005+08:00

it's wrong when you're being transparent and tell others about how you feel but then again it's also wrong to keep quiet. so how is it gonna be then?

terpaksa bersenam.. sigh

2010-06-23T16:59:00.003+08:00

damn it!

I'm aware that my weight has been increasing but I didn't realise it's bad. What I meant by bad is because the jeans stucked even before it can go through my butt. Yes, not that I can't button or zip. It was stucked even before it can go through my waist! Damn it.. kena jogging la ni~

it's time to rawk my resume

2010-06-23T11:01:00.002+08:00

it has been a month now since i ended my 'school' life.

been procrastinating for the past hmm.. 2 weeks? yeap i refused to do anything as i was not ready to accept rejections.

but now.. it's time to rawk my resume and distribute it to companies.

To companies, don't let me down. Respond to me ASAP. I'll do my best for the interviews and get a ONE nice job. thank you.

wish me luck :)

whatever

2010-06-22T01:33:00.001+08:00

i don't feel like i fit in with them anymore. whatever.

allow me to be on emo mode.

trippin'

2010-05-17T11:55:00.001+08:00

exam is over, degree is over(insyaAllah), now it's time to rawk UK and Spain yaw.. :)

freakin' out

2010-04-30T23:53:00.002+08:00

i'm freaking out.. like seriously.. effing stress.. fudge!

aaaaaaaaaaa..

4 more days left..

1 subject each...

sempat ke weyyyyy!!!!!????

finallll

2010-04-28T13:08:00.002+08:00

it's the final of FINALS.. Am convincing myself that everything is gonna be ok~ insya-Allah.. lepas tuuuuuu off i gooooo.. wheee

there goes the season

2010-04-19T00:31:00.003+08:00

there goes the title dream for Arsenal...

tolongla wahai encik wanker, tukarla keeper team anda.. and tolonglah campak jauh jauh silvestre sampah itu. banyak betul dia belanja team opponent. sigh..

i guess it's a wrap for arsenal..

pffftt

Ugly Betty the Movie??

2010-04-16T00:58:00.004+08:00

good news good news! Based from this post, *fingers crossed, there might be Ugly Betty the movie coming on its way. Yeah they should make a movie as the ending was kinda vague between Betty and Daniel. Please pretty pleaseee make a movie for it.

ugly betty series finale

2010-04-15T18:44:00.019+08:00

I felt so sad watching Ugly Betty's series finale as the series had slightly changed my view of life and inspired me somehow. Betty started as an assistant later discovered that she is more than that. If her story does happen in real life that would have been nice, ain't it? Well, it's not impossible though.

Betty's passion/dream is to own her own magazine company, she decided to start at Mode Magazine, a fashion magazine which clearly does not suit her personality in the beginning.This was what Betty wore on the first day in Mode Magazine, a FASHION magazine

Can you believe that? haha. Well, that's what makes the story so freakin' interesting. The story is simple as it is, sweet, funny and entertaining. I love how they develop each characters in it. Mark had become editor, Amanda had become a stylist, Wilhemina had become a good person and finally gets what she wants, a sole editor in-chief of Mode Magazine. As for Daniel, he had definitely changed, from a womanizer to a loyal man, from a loser to someone influential in Mode. Well Betty, hmm it's kinda obvious ain't it? too much to write. Something caught my attention when watching the last episode was what Wilhemina said to Betty before she left Mode, "I never thought I'd say this but.. you've got big balls" . Damn right, Betty had big balls of working there. When she first came to Mode Magazine as Daniel's assistant, she got bullied by the mighty Amanda and Mark but later they ended up as good friends. Daniel even did whatever he could to get rid of her as his preference for assistant was only hot chicks. Everyone at Mode had made her life there a living hell. However, Betty managed to get through with it. She later make the place like her own. Put her passion on the company wholeheartedly though fashion wasn't what she wanted to do as it would help her to pursue her real dream. From young, ugly and naive, Betty had become beautiful and wiser. I'm so gonna miss this show. Kudos to the team. It's a wrap....

I can really relate her life with mine somehow. It's the end of Betty's era in Mode. So does mine as this will be my final year in MMU, It's the end of my era in MMU but definitely a new beginning for me out there.I like what I've become. I don't even know I can manage to finish up my course in MMU ,4/5 years ago. Yes, Bachelor of Accounting to be precise. Many had doubted my decision to take this course. I remembered one or two of my friends told me to consider whether to stick with the course or change it as they know it is gonna be a tough course. I would say they didn't have faith in me as they know how I really was back then. But thanks to my family, they had really put the faith in me. Their faith in me had really pushed me forward. I don't even know i could do this. Besides that, my friends here in MMU had really helped me. Without them I don't think I can do this on my own. They've practically raised me up these 5 years. Not to say that I'm satisfied with what I am now (because there is a lot more to come) but it's that I really can see the development in me. That's why I can really relate Ugly Betty's series to mine. I'm ready to face the new chapter of my life. I'm really up for it. I'm really inspired to be inspired. I would really want to be a better version of me. I am yet to figure out how my life is gonna be. But I believe it's gonna be good. Please pray for me.

It's funny when I read this post back as it was supposed to be about Ugly Betty's series finale but I ended up writing about my life. haha.

till then... beauties of the world :)

rapuh

2010-04-14T15:46:00.004+08:00

a friend quoted "Bila mana hati kita rapuh, Menghadapi realiti. Nangis semahunya, Tetapi jangan biarkan hati kita terus rebah." but i can't afford to cry right now. i need to stay strong. to hell the feelings. i'll stay strong till may 8th. i need to be strong till the end.

Ye, hati ini sudah rapuh sejenak dan hati ini perlu diperkukuhkan supaya tidak rebah kembali dan terus berjuang..

Dah putri, jangan nangis lagi. Be strong!

Permata Dunia

2010-04-07T05:45:00.007+08:00

MMU.. berat hati aku rasakan untuk meninggalkanmu

MMU.. banyak kenangan yang aku perolehi darimu

MMU.. aku telah bertemu ramai teman baik semenjak aku mengenalimu

walaubagaimana pun..

aku tetap perlu meninggalkanmu bagi meneruskan kehidupan

terima kasih MMU,

kau sememangnya 'Permata Dunia' di mataku

Chilling Waterfall

2010-04-06T15:44:00.011+08:00

Last weekend, my friends and I decided to go on a trip to waterfall. We discussed over the FB thread. Lepas dah mengarut-ngarut, we decided to go to Chilling Waterfall. At first we hesitated to go there as we had to jungle trekking a lil' bit to reach at the waterfall as we weren't sure whether the place is safe or not. However, it was just our wild thoughts cos the place wasn't dodgy at all! They provided an easy trail for us though we have to climb here and there, walk through mud a lil bit and we had to cross 5 river crossings but believe me it was fun.

After one hour of walking and river crossing, TADA* we reached the location, the 'oh-so-cool' Chilling Waterfall.

Journey: 1 hour 30 minutes from KL (the place is right before Frasers Hill)

Place: Kuala Kubu Bharu, you may google map by typing '55, Malaysia'

Entrance Fee: RM1

*good news to 'pacat'(leach) hater, we did not come across any of 'em over there. big smile :)

And then on our way back, we stopped by at the 'empangan' which we had no idea what the place is called. Memang cantik!

Overall the trip was fun but tiring but it was all worth it .. weee

last midterm

2010-03-31T20:49:00.002+08:00

InsyaAllah, tomorrow will be my very last midterm. I hope everything goes well and tomorrow is really gonna be the last midterm. Saya TAKUT *gigit kuku

Aaron Aziz

2010-03-29T20:00:00.006+08:00

Oh my... Aaron Aziz is so... mouth watering.. hahaha..

Tgh demam lagi tgk dia berlakon dalam EKLD2, tiba2 Nesya told me that he's coming to MMU to shoot for his upcoming telemovie. Apa lagi, we grabbed the opportunity to see him live la kan. We went there with the help of Dinie. We managed to say hello and took a picture with him. Actually, I was also excited to see how the whole shooting process works as well as I am very interested in knowing this whole drama/movie works. Alhamdulillah, dapat jugak tgk akhirnya, dah lama dah teringin. But Aaron Aziz memang plus point la kan. hehe. So, yeah one of the things that we did in MMU that is 'wajib' to be remembered. Kan Liy? Kan Fiza? Ngeee :)

Evolusi KL Drift 2 Review

2010-03-29T17:17:00.006+08:00

Well, I just saw Evolusi KL Drift 2 yesterday and it was pretty good. I can see that Syamsul had put at his very best knowledge and effort upon completing this movie. Not bad for a RM2.5mil movie. Oh the cars in the movie are good except for the stickers. To me, they've spoilt good cars by sticking all those hideous stickers. As for the actors, I would rate 4.8 out of 5 for Aaron Aziz and and Sham Shaheizy. Mmg menjadi la the villain side of them. Thumbs up. Farid Kamil was pretty good but unfortunately, they kept his character low compared to the first movie. Oh I'm glad that Fasha Sandha wasn't in the 2nd movie. *Fuhh.. Scha Al-Yahya was so so, but I'm sure she can do better in the future. :)

Well, as for the downside of the movie, I feel that the volume was a lil bit too high when they speak. I'm okay if they switch up the volume when they drift to highlight the impact of the movie. Or maybe it was because the actors shouted a lil too much when they speak. And oh, they should work on their script too. I feel that the language was a lil bit too harsh and please Buzen, don't shout too much. It's annoying. Well I think that's about it, the script. Other than that, it was all good for me.

*spoiler alert, RIP to Supra that Scha Al-Yahya drove in the movie.. dang, they crashed that car and it's a really nice car :(

Something that really made my day

2010-03-25T17:47:00.005+08:00

Faliq buzzed me on YM and asked me to click on this link. I was quite lazy to wait for the bloody link to load. But he insisted me to wait. And so I waited till it is done loading. It was worth the wait though. I was feeling drowsy and sleepy and was stressed out for my exam tomorrow actually until I watched the video. We laughed our ass off when we watched this thing. Haha.. Oh and to whom that knows ad, they better click this link instead. *Perlu la kau pilih muka tu ad!

Can we make it to the top? Yes we can!

2010-03-22T03:37:00.007+08:00

sigh. I wanted Liverpool to win so badly. what to do. Man Utd was clearly on form while Liverpool played like errrr.. As I was saying in my previous post, Arsenal has a very high chance to lift the trophy this year. I believe they can! Check this table out and do the math. ;p

which team is it gonna be?

2010-03-21T17:28:00.005+08:00

It's almost the end of the Barclays Premier League for 2009/2010 season. Who will be on top of the table at the end of the season? Is it gonna be Man. United again? Is it gonna be Chelsea? Or is it gonna be my beloved Arsenal? It seems that the position is very intense among those 3 teams. I would really want Arsenal to lift the trophy this time round. There is a high chance for them to win this season. But are they really good enough this season, to be able to lift the trophy? Ala takpa.. ada je chance kot. Tonight is Man Utd against Liverpool. I'm hoping for Liverpool to win and automatically, Arsenal will be Chelsea's closest contender of winning the trophy. Whatever the result is at the end of the season, I'm already proud of Arsenal's improvement. :)

.. We'll see.... hmmmmm

crisis

2010-03-20T22:55:00.005+08:00

I saw many people had lose interest along the way of completing their course(degree/diploma). Is it because they have chosen the wrong course for themselves? Or is it because the course is just too hard? As for me, the interest didn't just fade, it is actually because I have no interest at all of being an accountant from the beginning. But I'm not saying that taking accounting is a wrong step for me. It's definitely the right choice though my pointer is not that strong. I gained more knowledge about the corporate world more than other courses do. Yes, it would be difficult for me to jump to another field as my major is accounting but I will try my best to get where I really want to be. What matters at the end of the day is happiness. Happiness is really subjective that I could not describe how to reach happiness. I can't even tell, whether I'm currently happy about my life or not. Shoots. Ok, dah lari topic. Clearly I'm having self finding crisis. hahaha

helo helo

2010-03-20T21:49:00.001+08:00

i'm supposed to study, but as usual i'm doing what i do best, procrastinating. sigh..

nothing

2010-03-20T15:39:00.004+08:00

i feel like blogging. but i don't have anything to type about. but there are a lot in my mind that i don't know how to describe in words. it's just too confusing. or maybe i am confusing.

EFF THIS BREAK

2010-03-12T22:31:00.001+08:00

MEANINGLESS MIDTERM BREAK. I FEEL DEPRESSED AND LONELY. EFF

Alhamdulillah

2010-03-11T18:20:00.000+08:00

Syukur Alhamdulillah dengan rezeki yang diberi oleh Allah SWT. :)

The Biggest Loser Asia

2010-03-11T02:11:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the TBLA's grand finale to crown the first 'biggest loser'. By now I'm sure all of us have known who the first winner of TBLA is, it's King David. I'd really want to congratulate him but somehow I feel like he did not really deserve the win. Yes, he was very determined in the show and he had worked his butt off to win the competition. But I don't really feel like he's the winner though. Here's why..

Well, it defeats the purpose of the show itself that stressed on losing weight the healthy way as you can see, he did not looked healthy at all. I gotta respect his drive to win the competition and his mental strength to lose weight. I even have predicted earlier that he would win the competition, but I did not expect he's gonna win with this looks. I hope he'll eat more after this and seek for doctor's advise for his not-so-healthy looking. When I saw David in the grand finale, his mind was like totally idle (or he was just nervous). I hope it's not because of his condition.

However, I gotta give credit to Carlo, Aaron, Martha, Tony, Kevin, Gary, Hafiz, Marilyn and Christine though as they looked absolutely gorgeous with their weight loss. Bravo! You guys are definitely winners! Hope you guys will keep your healthy lifestyle till the end. Don't be like the BL season 3's winner, Erik Chopin. He had gained weight after the show.

This was when he won TBL Season 3...

This is him in Oprah in 2009 (if I'm not mistaken)

Too thin and too fat is a no no... Say yes to a healthy life :)

epal

2010-03-09T13:15:00.008+08:00

Oh Macbook.. kenapa susah sgt nak beli kau..

I was so excited to know that the stock for the white model Macbook is finally available a couple of weeks ago. The promoter told me that stock will be available right after the CNY, and so I went to the shop on the 1st day of class just to ask around. I planned to purchase it on Tuesday but I had whole day of classes and I did not intend to skip. So, I called the shop, to ask whether ada banyak lagi tak and is it possible if I buy tomorrow. And the promoter said, no problem a lot more pieces available and you may come tomorrow.

So here goes, the day has finally arrived, the day I'm supposed to purchase the Macbook. My parents came, ready with the cash. Me? with the hope that is about to crash.

Me: May I have the Macbook white pls?

Promoter: Oh, I have sold the last piece to that person.

Me: WHAT?!! @#$@$@%&^%*&^(&)(*)(^^%^$^$#

*mmg marahla kan.. I've asked and the promoter did not even tell me that benda tu limited. like, thanks la wey!

So, the reason why I want to buy from the shop so bad is because they offer education price and MMU is the only licensed Apple campus reseller. Nak taknak I still have to wait till the day comes. Haih.

Click here for further info.

todotodotodotodo

2010-03-08T13:39:00.003+08:00

To-do list

1. Siapkan resume (cv, certified copies etc)
2. Apply jobs via online or post
3. Jogging (taktau kenapa tersemangat pulak nak burn fat on my tummy)
4. Complete my assignments (Haven't started anything yet, yes I'm screwed)
5. Study for another 2 mid term exams
6. Beli kain raya
7. Submit MUET certificate to Exam Unit by next week
8. Collect katil kat Hatta.. lalala

tada

never say never

2010-02-20T15:29:00.003+08:00

When you say it's never gonna happen, then it's really NEVER gonna happen. Just believe me on that.

Malaysian talents

2010-02-15T12:56:00.006+08:00

I am tied up to Youtube watching Aizat's clips since morning. I would say he is really talented. Thinking about when he was in Akademi Fantasia people don't really vote for him as he came from a rich family. But now he is already successful without the help from the votes. So yeah, fair enough. Oh and take Faizal Tahir for example, he did not even win One in a Million, but he is now a superstar. To me he has what it takes to be a superstar.The fantastic voice, the aura, the 'diva' personality, the talent. Indeed, he is a superstar. What I love about them is that they sing their songs by heart. They don't only offer voice, they also write good lyrics.

No doubt, Zee Avi has already break through the American label. She is a real talent. She can really compose fantastic songs. 'Honey Bee' would be my favourite. The lyric is so metaphoric. Here's the lyric:

Honey Bee
Zee Avi
I am a honey bee
shun out from the colony
and they wont let me in

so I left the hive
they took away all my stripes
and broke off both my wings

So ill find another tree
and make the wind my friend
I’ll just sing with the birds
they’ll tell me the secrets of the world

but my other honey bee
is stuck where he doesn’t want to be
oh my darling honey bee
I’ll come save you even if it means
I’ll have to face the queen

so I'll come prepared
my new friends say they would help
me get my loved one back

They say it isn’t right
to be self control of your mind
but I choose not to believe that

So we’ll meet in the darkness of the night
I promise I will be there on time
we’ll be guided by my new friends the butterflies
bring us back to our own little hive

Oh my other honey bee
no longer stuck where he doesnt want to be
oh my darling honey bee
I have saved you and now that you’re with me
we could make our own honey

Not to forget Meet Uncle Hussein. Their songs are catchy and very original. But I can't deny that I'd prefer if Lan is still in the band. His voice matches really well with the songs that Taja composes. But takpala, he still come up with good songs jugak even now.

Buatan Malaysia pun bagus jugak. Jangan tak habis- habis layan music orang lain je. Go Malaysia!!

L to the O to the V to the E

2010-02-15T01:02:00.005+08:00

love = cinta = sarang = mahal = mohabbat = ai

lain sebutan, sama maksud
cinta? apa tu?

I know how it feels to be loved by a person so dearly quite some time ago and I didn't appreciate it and what's worse is that when I came to realised about my true feelings, it was already too late. Though I've past the 'moving on' or 'getting over' part, the tiny lil' thoughts of regrets are still haunting me. However, all of them are in the past. I am over it. But I just need something to cover my regrets. At least I know I deserve to be loved again. That's probably why I'm still single.

I am not sure myself why am I still in my comfort zone, of being single. Is it because I've blocked my heart to love and to be loved? Maybe. Or is it because I am not interesting or attractive enough? Maybe. Or maybe I did not even make the effort to find love? Maybe.

Is it karma or is it just my blessing in disguise?

i hope it's the 2nd one.

Alhamdulillah

2010-02-14T15:08:00.002+08:00

InsyaAllah..

I'm gonna be an aunty!!!

That's the good news by the way..

Congrats abangku!

oh pleaseeee

2010-02-13T12:11:00.004+08:00

maybe..

just maybe..

I'll receive the good news today..

InsyaAllah!

travel is love

2010-02-09T00:17:00.004+08:00

hmm .. while reading about Spain (as I'm going this summer), I feel like listing down the places I've been in the world so far though I can't remember some of the names.

1. Singapore

2. Indonesia
- Medan
- Bukit Tinggi
- Padang
- Bandung

3. England
- London
- New Castle

4. France
- Nice
- Paris
- Bonne
- Charmonix ( Mont Blanc)

5. Belgium
- Brussels

6. Luxembourg

7. Italy
- Rome
- Florence
- Venice
- Tuscany (Pisa)

8. Switzerland
- Lucerne
- Geneva
- Montreux
- Laussane

9. a glimpse of Austria

10. Lichtenstein

11. Turkey
- Istanbul
- Ankara
- Konya
- Antalya
- Cappadocia

12. Germany
- Berlin
- Potsdam

13. Australia
- Sydney
- Canberra
- Melbourne
- Thredbo

14. Thailand
- Bangkok
- Pattaya

15. Philippines
- Manila

16. Malaysia
- Perak
- Melaka
- Pulau Pinang
- Kedah
- Terengganu
- Kelantan
- Pahang
- Perlis
- Johor
- Sarawak
- Kuala Lumpur
- Negeri Sembilan
- Selangor

:D I'd love to discover more.. Ameeen...

Bandung

2010-02-06T16:15:00.010+08:00

I know it's a long overdue post about my wonderful trip to Bandung with my family yang terchenta. But I'm posting it anyway. It was my second trip to Bandung. The first trip was with my lovely friends last year. I had different feelings about both trips. You may read about my first trip on my friend's blog. Click here to view the post.

Shopping
Bandung is well known for their factory outlets. Yes, we practically grabbed lots of stuffs over there. You could find the stuffs that you bought in MNG, Zara, Esprit and etc in Bandung. I'm talking about the same exact stuffs here people. I found 3 exact stuffs that I bought in Malaysia in Bandung except that the stuffs are cheaper there... Wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy cheaper. *sigh.. You could also find some cheap Polo, Lacoste, Tommy Hilfiger, etc over there. My fav FOs are:

- Grande, Jln Dago
- Secret, Jln Riau
- Rumah Mode
- Branded Club, Jln Riau
- Cascade, Jln Riau
- The Heritage, Jln Riau

Accommodation
First night we decided to stay at a guest house, Rumah Ebo. The rooms are surrounded with beautiful typical Balinese styled landscape. Rumah Ebo takes only 5 minutes walking distance to Jalan Dago Atas factory outlets. The one with the famous Grande FO. There are stretch of nice 'almost fancy' restaurants near the guest house. However, the first day we were troubled by the heavy Bandung rain and the mosquitoes gave us their friendly bites and so we decided to change our accommodation. We switched our accommodation at Utari Hotel since I am familiar with the hotel. Utari Hotel is located in Jalan Dago bawah opposite Dago Mall. I highly recommend the place as it is VERY convenient and strategic.

Rumah Ebo

Transportation
For short distances, we normally use Angkutan Kota. It does look dodgy at first, but what the heck, it's holiday after all and it was not that bad. What's different about this public transportation , is that they don't usually decide the fare, but the passengers do. Therefore, we would normally ask the locals about the estimated fare and you'll be surprised as it is soooooo cheap and so convenient (cos it is everywehere). Besides that you could opt for Blue Bird taxi as they are the most reliable taxis in town. Kalau tak kena tipu la..

Other than that, we have our own supir for long distances.

Food

Oh.... the restaurants in Bandung was superb. Mmg makan jela kerja. Kampung Daun is still on top of my favourite restaurant's list. I felt like we had a picnic in the forest. We had Sundanese food in most of our meals except for this one time Abg Kamil was craving for nasi padang, so we went to Simpang Raya just to fulfill his craving.

Places of Interest

Kawah Putih, the inactive volcano located in Ciwidey is a must visit place. No one had ever mentioned about this beautiful place before but lucky me, while browsing the places of interest of bandung through the internet, I found information about Ciwidey. It is probably because they have not heard of the place. If i were to compare between Tangkuban Perahu and Kawah Putih, I would definitely vote for Kawah Putih.

Oh oh

2010-02-06T15:56:00.000+08:00

Strategising future is not an easy task. But I'm doing it anyway. Details will be in the next post perhaps.

Till then...

Fear

2010-01-27T13:30:00.003+08:00

I have too many fears in life ..

Fear of facing Allah SWT ..

Fear of lost of loved ones..

Fear of bad health..

Fear of being poor..

Fear of a bad nation..

Fear of being alone..

Fear of the uncertain future..

Yes, I have too many fears, but with fears I am always reminded to be strong..

monday morning rain is falling

2010-01-25T07:24:00.006+08:00

It's been awhile since my last update. It is 7 am and I am already awake.

And so I'm back to school. I've moved in to Seri Kembangan with ex-housemates plus Fara, Sara's best friend. Getting used to the idea of living here. Well, the house is not bad at all. In fact the house is awesome. I got myself the cheapest room and I'm very satisfied with it. The house rent costs RM 650 per month and as for my room it is RM110. My only problem about this place is that it is far from the campus. The journey from here to Cyberjaya takes about 10-15 minutes. Since I don't have a car YET, it is such a hassle and oh nooooooooo internet for me YET too. *singing I can't live by Mariah Carey in my head. Well, luckily ada Fiza's P1W1max. Boleh la hidup sikit2. Went to all the first classess of the final semester last week. It was nice to see all the familiar faces in class. I am quite anxious about finishing my course. Takuttttt... But whatever it is I am driven to finish my course and to achieve excellent grades for my very FINAL semester. *Aminnnnnn..

The morning weather is so nice but I don't feel sleepy AT ALL. ugh, nak sambung tidooooo!!

I think too many wild thoughts in my mind. (with a smile, shhhhh) :) ngeee..

aight, till then..

Ex B3-08-12 reunited

2010-01-04T13:57:00.003+08:00

I'm looking forward to stay with my housemates again minus Muzi and Haiz.. If only dorang pun ada, that would be perfect. hee.. :)

New Year's Eve

2010-01-02T12:31:00.005+08:00

As to usher the year 2010, we decided to do it at Look Out Point, Jalan Ampang. The place was absolutely fantabulous as we could see the whole view of the city of Kuala Lumpur. We were lucky as we got ourselves the perfect table overlooked the whole view of the city at the Bread and Olive Restaurant. Cantik cantik. But nak tunggu midnight tu mmg penat. Mmg duduk smpai lebam. haha. As usual, we played cards and layan each other's sengal-ness.

So, as the clock striked 12 (even before) the city was sparkling with colourful fireworks from different places. It was magical. If only we had SLR with us it would be nicer. But takpala asalkan ada camera to capture the moment. :)

Well, about the restaurant, the food was so so. Not so crazy about the service but it might be because they were too busy. They offered only New Year's Eve set which we were supposed to pay RM 80++ per person. Expensive I know. But we decided just to share. Nasib baik portion dia ok. It was NYE and we got the best spot after all.

So, overall 2010 NYE celebration was great, with good company and good place. Thanks people! So lets explore 2010. I hope it'll be a good year :)

Till then..

2009's window is almost closing

2009-12-28T11:06:00.023+08:00

2010 is coming up. There are lots of things yet to be figured out. 2009 was an interesting year filled with ups and downs memories and experiences. I have felt lots of changes. I have learnt so many new things. I have laughed, I have cried. Despite all that, it is certainly a year to be remembered. I think 2009 is the starting point for me to start thinking seriously about the future.

Recap of the important happenings in 2009:-

1. Awesome New Year's Eve celebration with my friends at Dome, KLCC where Fahmi and Liy became official right before the fireworks (or during?).

2. Celebrated Valentine's Day at Zoo Negara.

3. Jason Mraz Live in KL, 4th March @ Stadium Merdeka.

4. Went to Bandung, Indonesia with the whole bunch of wonderful people. We had so much fun, over there. Definitely a trip to be remembered. :)

5. Spent our very last moments together as housemates till the end of May. Yes, it was really sad leaving the house. :(

6. Lepak at Cyber Park a night before we move out. Acted like a small kids, playing 'pepsi cola' until kena halau and took some pictures at the Giant MMU logo before the entrance.

7. Six months (1st June - 30th Nov) of internship at Parker Randall. It was definitely a great opportunity for me to learn. The programme has changed my perception/thinking about life. I am blessed to meet new wonderful people too.

8. Went to Singapore to visit Jiroh with Adden, Alin & Bob in July.

9. Went to training and re-match of Malaysia vs Man Utd with Aimi & family and Kak Teh & KakEmy :) Yeap yeap Giggs and Fedinand waved at us. woohoo

10. Had an awesome picnic with loves at Sg Congkak and Taman Tasik Titiwangsa. Yes it was definitely a day to be remembered since it is usually soooo hard for us to hang out together.

11. Wonderful Hari Raya celebration with family and friends. I so love my family. heee..

12. Aainaa's engagement Yeaps, definitely huge.

13. My 22nd Birthday celebration :)

Till then. Farewell 2009, welcome 2010.

HAPPY 2010 PEOPLE!

clumsy

2009-12-26T10:31:00.004+08:00

Apparently to a person, my clumsiness is so freaking annoying that the person cannot bear. Am I that annoying?Well, I'm sorry that I'm so stupid to think that you actually care. Yes, make fun of me. make fun. I won't bother anymore.

question mark

2009-12-26T10:28:00.000+08:00

New Year's Resolution..??

Errrr...

Hmm...

shit.. tak fikir lagi...

grateful

2009-12-23T12:24:00.005+08:00

yeap.. we as a normal beings we tend to think that we're very unfortunate in this world and that we want more. We tend to see/want what we don't have but think again, you might already have what other people don't have. Jadi, bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada.

As for me, I'm feeling very grateful right now. Here's what I am grateful for:-

1. Mama & Papa - I love u both though I have been the pain in the ass, please forgive me cos whatever I do I still love you both dearly. I can't ask for a better parents as I already have the best.

2. Kak Kina - My truly special sister. I love you. I'll try my best to look after you till the end, kak kina :)

3. Abg Kamil - I don't know how to describe how lucky I am to have him as my big brother. Yes, he'll always be my big brother and I'll always be his baby sister :) Laf you.

4. Kak Teh - My sweetest, coolest sister in-law. Am glad to have you as my brother's wife and am glad to have another big sister. Love you~

5. Friends - You know who you are. Thanks for the good and the bad times, laughter and shoulders, praises and critics. I love you all.

6. Home - Yes, home. An awesome one.

7. Brain - Though I'm not that ass smart/genius. I'm still grateful that I am able to finish my degree using this brain. :p

and the list goes on...

*well, actually byk lagi... but yeah, I am most thankful to Allah for everything that I have. Alhamdulillah :) And for that, I will try my very best to be a better Muslim, insyaAllah.

Therefore, when you are feeling horrible about your life. Think again. Be strong. Be brave. Time heals all wounds. Start anew if you feel it is the end.

bosan

2009-12-21T00:25:00.001+08:00

bosan taktau apa nak buat.. tolong!

of period and emotion

2009-12-17T00:36:00.006+08:00

As menstruation occurs, women would experience emotional disturbances for most of every months. It is then associated with Premenstrual Sydrome (PMS). PMS could lead to to emotional effects and mood swings.

Well, here's what happened. Lately, whenever I'm having my periods, my emotions will be super duper disturbed. Well I don't know how that happened too. For example, usually the normal days I won't be disturbed about this petty lil' stuffs. But suddenly the strange feelings came rushed into my mind like a gunshot. I would think of every single ridiculous details of my life that I wouldn't usually think of and they really bugged me. Suddenly, my heart feels like crying, feels like shouting, feels like laughing, feels like eating. Yeah, ridiculous I know. But that's how PMS works. It sucks. But women just have to deal with it. So, to the men out there, you can never understand how we feel. Trust me, it's really hard to control.

There is this one time, I was being so freaking ridiculously emotional and irrational and I feel like attacking all my friends. I thought I was going crazy. I cried, I shouted and I cried again. And so the next day, there it is.... the 'blood'.. I sigh in relief knowing that I was not going crazy. It was just the hormonal imbalanced. Well at that time, I was having a hard time finishing my report though. So yeah when I'm tensed about something, it would extra trigger my emotions just before my period. That's why I acted the way I have acted.. haha.. To my friends, forgive me. I don't realise what I'm doing sometimes. And to the guys, you won't understand how sucky it is to have this mood swings, but please bear with us just for a few days when we have that syndrome. We'll be fine after that..

it's done

2009-12-13T18:47:00.001+08:00

done done done.. 80 pages of report.. yeay..!! tinggal print je now.. wooooots

definition of friend/friendship

2009-12-11T14:14:00.004+08:00

friend (according to free online dictionary)
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.

friendship (according to free online dictionary)

1. The quality or condition of being friends.

2. A friendly relationship

oh report

2009-12-07T19:29:00.001+08:00

report.. kenapa kau mesti 75 pages.. kenapa agaknya? kenapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?